Smoke gets in your eyes.

February 9, 2008

To all the dear smokers in the world–

I’m sorry.

I’m afraid I’ve done something very bad. 

I’ve turned into that person that I myself used to hate. 

I cover my face when you walk by. I cough. I hack. I even gag a little bit. I don’t do this to make a point, I swear. I do it because that smell has become frightfully nauseating to me. I never smelled it when I was smoking. But it is so awful. I never realized how long the smell lingers–thirty minutes went by the other day and the smoke still poked at me.

Oh and one other thing I’m afraid I need to admit to. 

I’ve been judging you. Feeling superior. ”I’m smarter because I’ve quit and you haven’t.” 

I know these thoughts aren’t right. I’m not proud of them. 

Everyone is entitled to live their life as they please, I know this. So please, just ignore me. I’m doing my best to not judge or trample on. 

My apologies–
HMM